..lämè.bìäntäi.chëërfúl.stúpìd.sìä0núhài..

2005-12-03T16:59:00.000-08:00

where's paw ?
where's my everything ?
how can i haf everything ,
when paw isnt around .

indiantribe guild outing.
: )

2005-11-30T15:52:00.000-08:00

12pm going mit angel
then eat swensen wif her . yummy!
toking wif pawpawwyy. :D

tok abt alot of xin shi.
he oso told me his .
:) alt 155 alt 171 paw : )

i love u no more .
-.-" pls dun lyk me anymore.
cos we r just so impossible

2005-07-08T08:37:00.000-07:00

i am dam bored and tire.

waiting fer lg to online.

then we go dota le.

my eyes feelng so dry now kae.

my muscle is aching!

just now play bball lyk siao.

wif lg , js , angekl dey all.

and ok fug i fell!

bath then suddenly remember.

cos so pain lorhs.

then xiaoboon dey all come.

aft tat js went eating.

then i nv go eat wif dem.

sry wor!

then lg send wo home.

bored now sia.!

tml ting2 chalet!

:D ting happy bdae~

2005-06-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

i hope u will read tis*

to my dearest,,

if u didnt read this,

u might not noe how i feel.

tat day when we went out,

i enjoyed my day very very much,

u even held my hand,

and tats one of my happiest tyme.

its my first tyme,

watching movie wif a guy i lyk alone.

you might not know how much courage,

u haf actually given me.

anyway it migh sound crap to u.

but i am reallli very happy on 24o5o5.

but thing changed too fast.

i understand how u feel aft tellin me.

i cant possibly force anything.

u sae u r afraid to hurt me.

laura all tat ish the past le.

i dont realli care abt the gd bf thing.

but since u wan it tat way,

i cant possibly do anything.

anyway when u told me u r very happy,

i am already very very glad.

heaven is always playing a fool wif me.

when u gib out ur true lurf,

i didnt treasure it.

now when i gib out my truelove,

u didnt cherish it.

i nv ever blame u fer anything.

but its getting more n more negative.

i am not blind n dumb also,

tats why i am trying to prepare fer the worst.

i hope i can deal wif everything cooly.

juz lyk last tyme. .

u noe its hard,

but i will try.

u promise to come n find me someday,

i really hope u keep tat promise.

hope tyme can make us closer instead.

i will try not to sms u and i hope,

u will stay happy.

my trust is forever in u . .

2005-06-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

going drink xi jiu le *

tire.

cold.

tire.

cold.

tire.

cols.

wah . mmy mp3 the usb gone.

duno zhao till where le lehs.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

means i cannot put song into it.

lata going clauy quey

i duno how to spell thx.

go der drink afternoon de xi jiu.

so funny and special sia!

i understand wat ur trying to sae.

i noe wat u mean.

time cant stop moving,

but i will stop moving,

for u.

2005-06-25T10:15:00.000-07:00

wat fugging up? *

duno duno duno.

fugging up soon.

its realli same lyk last tyme.

i tried to change.

but u changed bak to ur old last tyme.

wat do u wan me to sae?

i got nth to sae lo.

2005-06-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

i am almost feeling-less *

so dam long nv post le.

sure nobody will noe i posted 1.

nvm if nobody noes abt it.

becos its fer myself,

to tell my diary wat happened.

getting sadder n sadder.

the feeling now very very terrible.

just lyk last tyme when i lost alex.

but maybe alex worst bah.

feeling of heart souring ish terrible.

i lurf i to feel this kind of feeling,

becos i wanna b feelin less agn.

the feeling ish controlling me,

and once agn my tears falled.

at the same tyme i am amking a choice,

to go birmingham or stay sg.

guma sae she will sponsal me everything,

all i haf to do ish to study.

4 yrs.

luan + sucky sour feeling.

wat more could b more torturing then tat?

angel sae if i go,

she will go wif me too.

tats a gd new tat i will haf 1 ppl,

to pei me study together.

to go ish quite a gd choice,

becos staying at this sad place,

is a very torturing thing.

if possible,

i hope i can start afresh.

but shld i or shld not?

2005-05-20T22:07:00.000-07:00

L0L FUN FUN FUN*

yesterdae went to town,

wif js , angel , fen , joan.

we went to eat vol ramen first,

then walk to cineleisure.

on the way,

our craziness started agn!

while walking to OG,

we all kip tking photo,

especially in angel's hp.

then muahhahm,

we at OG kip snapping n snapping.

we will all haf new friendster pic le,

aft tat walked to heeren,

on the way brought my yummy

grape sunrise.

BUT FEN KNOCKED IT DOWN.

make me cannot drink anymore.

then we went to heeren,

and took lotsa of neoprints!

HAHAHA.

super fun okies?

especially the pattern on wytch.

everyone enjoyed themselves,

aft tat , fen go mit her stead,

then we 4 took cab home!

l0ls i am the last lorhs,

then the uncle very gd man,

sae here very ouu loo .

sae he wait fer me reach lift,

then he go lehs,

if anything happen,

juz shout loudly,

aft tat , i chiong ms till now lor,.

haben slp dao lorhs.

my kor go gathering,

then go gf hs stay mah.

=p going 29 le .

hee.

2005-05-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

enjoy ur blocked *

ur problem ish nt my problem

i am very xian shi de lorhs.

i wont treat anyone good,

if dey treat me lyk sai lyk ew did.

;)

get alife man,

stop acting so childish.

anyway i am very fulled.

enjoyed eating wif kor& his gf.

2005-05-15T04:43:00.000-07:00

man, u guys dun believe me*

since i put im married,

everyone kip asking me ish who.

i said ish joan and ew all dun believe.

WTF?

realli lorhs,

i only attached to joan only,

dun believe ask her lorhs.

i even ask her:

"bb , we today married kae?"

and tats 14o505 lorhs.

ITSREAL.

for example angel n guoan,

dey dun delieve lorhs.

ask dem die oso dun believe.

so i decided to blog,

to let dem noe.

i am currently married to

JOAN TAN XIU FEN,

FRM punggol sec 4B,

;)

2005-05-14T02:59:00.000-07:00

;p ;p ;p ;p

wow i m married to ...

HA DUN TELL EW.

hubby de jms lv 51 le.

he ish crazy lah.

he send me those ss,

which make me very wat lor.

i oso wann play jms.

i am very happy.

2005-05-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

i wan go club ;( *

i feel tat it took so long,

fer me to at least turn 16.

fen going 16 le okies.

wj see this sure very high,

i noe ew can club lah.

si haolian=x

anyway i am on clear line,

i noe wat i am aiming fer.

i haf erased everything,

including those thing in my heart.

so can say kthxbye to tat guy le.

he ish nothing impt to me le.

anyway,

i think carefully,

wat fer i sad for him,

when those who care fer me,

ish caring very much fer me?

thx terence , wy , alex kor.

wj working till wont come online.

he called me but i dotaing lor.

called at the wrong timing.

went ps today lor,

juz to eat ajisen de volcano ramen.

R O C K!

aft tat , saw son dey all.

wow son wear till yandao hor.

l0ls. son , ew sure will see this de,

happy anort =p.

sry fer going home so early.

i feel lyk goin home to dota.

play 3 matches of dota.

2 unsucessful.

WEIYONG LAH! KIP PAWNING DEM.

dey all lanlan then leave lor.

L0L!

i shld gib chance le bah?

so long already?

duno.

i am glad u r out of here.

;)

Conflict Among Family *

2005-05-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

Hi im Tan Wen Jie, your host of News5 for tonight.

A family dispute happened at punggol area Blk 163B this evening. This all happened when a school girl named Ong Yu Min finished her school examination papers in the afternoon at around 12. She went home and studied until 5, then she on her computer and played a game call Dota-AllStars. This was the life for the normal school girl. Then something terrible occured. Her father requested her to off her computer and to study due to school examination paper the next day. But yumin was deeply engross in her game . Quoted from her father, he said " ni xiang xing wo na tie cui da ni de computer ma ?! ( do you believe that i will actually take a hammer and smash your computer ?! ) " then yumin replied him and continue playing her game, saying it will be her last game. But her father took the hammer, swings it onto the computer's monitor screen, leaving the monitor with a deep scar. Then, the father and the daughter went on quarrelling. Ong Yu Min rejected our interview, saying that she do no wish to comment much about what happened later on. So what happened later on, we could not get much more imformation.

Ong Yu Min's Computer's Monitor,
passed away peacefully on 11th May 2005, leaving his loved ones. He will always be remembered.
with our heart felt gratitude.

2005-05-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

in a deep shiet *

man!

my ss ish maybe gonna flung.

i got absoutely no tyme to do.

the question D i oso do wrong.

shld compare source D to B,

but i go compare source B to D.

how come i so careless.

bobian le lorhs.

HISTORY JIAYOU.

l0ls. physic de tyme ish fun.

all stayed at class to study.

srangely i finally remembered,

i mean all the symbol or si unit,

including the fk tup fomular!

man section A fer physic ish easy.

booklet B , section A oso quite easy?

but its section B was ...

everyone said the same thing.

L0L

tml ish geography and cme.

mrs viddyah almost gave all of the Q,

in her paper out le lorhs.

WOOT.

lidat study the important points can le.

kor going out to chalet le,

and wont b bak until thur!

HEHAHEHA!

2005-05-07T21:33:00.000-07:00

DADY SARKS .... *

hi!

my dad sux .

2005-05-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

A FINE DAY MAN *

today ish fun!

at morning around 11+,

mit js , jas and fen,

then go toa pa yoh,

fer js kor de audition fer singing!

;p he did very welll today.

guess he will haf tat job soon!

maybe sing at pub first.

tat guy sae kor de sound,

very unique leh!

today ish akind of lame.

i wore very slack out wif dem.

all wear so nice till i outcasted.

i wore slipper

big t shirt

big 3 quarter pants!

dey all wear skirt n nice clothing.

;(

so i didnt went to towwn wif dem.

on the trip on bus to tpy,

we sae a cat aft being bang!

man its so fkign poor thing can.

all its face ish smashed,

its intestine ish all out!

god pls guide him/her.

then when dey go town,

i took mrt to do be god,

then change train to punggol.

tiring journey indeed!

aft tat i slpt in my kor room,

then mama and papa go eat,

cos mother day mah!

LAO BU , HAPPY MATHER DAY.

MUAHS

then i bath and changed clothes.

finally wore the correct clothes go.

jacket , tank top , jeans!

nt my levis,,=(

discarded!

i gonna buy new one le.

tire of the old one?

then went kbox!

haha!

ROCKS ISH THE WORD.

but heart very pain.

25 bucks leh.

an enjoyable day indeed.

wj , paiseh fer nt going watch movie.

i muz pei kor dey all wat.

ew go play dota gd wat!

endin here le. bb

2005-05-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

i noe the truth *

the truth ish out.

2005-05-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

ai wo de ren -

i sae i hate lurf le.

now&forever.

dont ask me why.

i jus wont tell.

i forever don believe in it,

and its a LUCKY tat i dont.

i haf hurt so many ppl b4.

some are dumb =x.

why i sae so?

ALTHOUGH-

brk fer so long.

he got stead liao le,

i treat him lyk shiet now,

he ish still there.

U R DUMB XBOI

lurf ish only a feeling.

happy , sad ish also feeling.

i ling yuan choose all tat.

i will rule my own world.

i will own myself.

nobody will get to own me.

i am changing to ...

i dunodunoduno.

i juz hate lurf.

ihope i wont lurf anyone. .

anymore..

world of own

2005-05-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

hot morning *

i dun realli haf any program.

the sun ish so hot.

blame my dad then.

fer nt putting aircon!

blog finish then muz offline.

cos kor wanna use ler lor.

i was very bad yesterdae.

;(

fen jio me out tody.

but pearl ask me go cut hair.

ohmy ohmy!

see first bah~

2005-05-01T00:19:00.000-07:00

i feel lyk luffing

everyone thot tat my previous,

post ish a real fact!

lmaos!

its all fake okies?

i nt so mean one lor.

ha!

yesterdae went town,

wif js and fen lor.

walk till leg pain lor.

then went to tk neoprint.

then go eat ramen 10.

walk the whole orchard.

then went cineleisure,

saw a lame ger playing para.

wif her "so kute" attire,

she look absoutely lyk a . .

nvm..

she dance 5 tyme or more.

everyone was lyk : wtf ? so long.

then we saw a ger dance,

so dam fking chio can!

confirm got go chiong tat kind lor.

woooooooooooot~

saw her friend and she look lyk..

weiteng!

saw a guy or maybe a gay?

he was dancing behind all the way.

he kip looking as us,

he think tat we kip looking at him.

YUCKS!

l0ls saw a gorilla oso.

when fen when toilet,

i actually did smth tat irritated her.

its fun actually.

the way she react.

it jus rox.

then dey went suntec,

to mit des and marcus dey all.

so i went home alone!

stand till leg so sour can.

then on sk de station,

saw shumei dey all.

we even took the same LRT.

then reach home le,

play computer awhile.

then kor come bak le lor.

then tat xboi send me sms.

quite lame lor.

XBOI EW CONFIRM WILL SEE DE.

i knew it lorhs ew dum dum.

wat officially. i see ler kip luffing.

;)

sry abt yesterdae lah.

and i hate ur stupid idiotic walking kae.

I DUN WALK TAT WAY.

MAYBE EW DO

;) i mish my jaded always.

2005-04-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

my cousin ish nehnehpok*

everyone aks me to blog.

maybe i am juz to lazy.

alistro wan me blog huh.

kae here today's entry ;;

hi bloggie,

i wanna confess a bad deed.

today i went to school to study,

half way down the block,

i saw my friend xyz.

i said HI to her and smile.

she didnt seem to care and,

i can say dun gib a dam.

i am so sad abt wat i receive.

aft giving out my so gd polite-ness

i wan a revenge to b made on her.

on the bus , its very squeesy.

i tried way and means to molest her.

i piak her buttock and she was shocked.

she look behind and found a guy,

she immediately slap tat guy.

yeah!

i was giggling all the way so much tat,

i cant feel my anger anymore.

its nt the end of it hor.

during morning assembly,

i actuallywent infront of her and . .

STEP ON HER SO NICE ADDIDAS SHOE.

she stared at me wif frustration.

i tried to act innocent and said sry.

i immediatly sat down,

before mr han dey all actually catch her.

juz becos she nv sat down be4 7.25?

yesh, ew shld see her expression.

the way of embrassement.

during recess,

i was holding a cup of milo wif chili in it.

i pour it straight on her face.

she was so shocked wif her hand,

shaking terribly.

shewish to tear my skin apart.

I KNEW IT.

;) anyway . tats nt the end.

but becos i lazy to think,

and dey wanna ask me play dota le,

so i decided to end my plan here.

if anyone of ew follow her,

she early morning show me this attitude,

get rdy fer ur wonderful day.

2005-04-19T00:33:00.000-07:00

haf to kip it short *

bro will b back anytyme.

so i muz blog very very fast.

he go out to fetch my dasao ler.

lata sure tmm at room de.

anyway i am going out soon,

but only aft i finish washing clothes.

lata bball tag team wif kor agn.

i feeling rather tire thou.

i wanna slp but dey are waiting.

too bad lorhs.

l0ls today jaded very bad,

go piak jaylloyd lehs.

piak till so loud somemore.

then aft tat , faster run.

jaylloyd still can cock sia.

;)

endin here ler bah.

tk care allllllll.

2005-04-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

wat a great day *

today bball was great.

i started to run agn ler.

hope everyday ish lidat.

wont lyk lazy to run ler.

;)

l0ls, today me and js kor stead,

at first sae tml brk de lorhs.

then l0ls we kip playing til end lor.

js kor and karen duno wat happen.

DUN COLD WAR LER LARH.

CALL EACH OTHER LAH!

i only lurf him as a kor kae.

but we are " stead " + muikor.

COMPLICATED MAN.

i mish jaded bah?

hais.

not a great day today oso.

duno wat ish happening lah.

juz not the same bah.

hais.

2005-04-16T20:11:00.000-07:00

jingsheng kor , wru =(

suddenly haf the urge to seehim!

mois one and only js kor.

i wanna tell him hows my life.

i wanna tag team wif him in bball.

i wanna pinch his GIANT FINGER.

i wanna kick his ASS.

today i sure muz jio him out fer bball.

I AM MISHING HIM LYK CRAZY.

not forgetting angel , jas and fen.

ohman!!!! i am getting sicked.

i dun wan secondary life.

i wan my primary skool lyfe.

i frankly juz mish yuwen.

;(

2005-04-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

grandma ish here *

i juz woke up.

my both eyes ish swallon.

omfg!

listening to jiekou,

thinking of jaded.

today's another boring day.

lata maybe going bball.

aft fen de cip finish at 6 bah.

angel and fen cip area,

ish outside ps lehs.

so pla tk note and go donate,

dey are hafing flag day.

aiya dey sure go plae de.

dun nid to see oso noe.

then js kor going wif dem oso,

but i nt going cos i juz woke up.

sry js kor ! muahs.

i very very gong now man.

cannot think of anything.

;)

joan changing moi layout soon.

yesh ! no more boring layout man.

thx bb. bb bb bb ew r in wo de <3.

not forgetting moi jaded

2005-04-15T08:36:00.000-07:00

;p i lurf ew jaded *

i mish ew.

i lurf ew.

i am bored!

WO DE JADED.

ILURFUUUU.

today went marina,

shld b go buy bag de,

ended up go buy clothes.

i am broke once agn!

today morning jess cry.

so poor thing can.

heng now she ish alryte ler.

together wif zx once agn.

;)

all the best

l0ls kor still nt bad yet.

2005-04-14T02:51:00.000-07:00

i sway or wat ?

lame lame lame lame.

whye am i always teh target.

got ppl send msg to my 3rd acct,

subject : R you interested in a 500 singapore dollars deal ?

Hi there,

would you be interested to earn 500 singapore dollars for a deal that takes less then 30 minutes ? Don't worry, this deal is for real and it does not involve having sexual intercourse .. just purely kissing and touching for less than 30 minutes ? You will be given the money in your own hands before doing anything first .. Kindly msg me back and let me know if you are interested k ? If you feel interested but wish for more cash, it's always negiociable .. Hear from you soon ...

CCB LAH. FKER. GET OUT MAN

2005-04-13T02:03:00.000-07:00

wo guo de hen hao *

its raining and pouring heavily.

which somehow represent something.

- my feeling.

the window was covering,

wif droplets of water.

tiny mini millions of it.

the smell of the rain,

wif the song jay sang.

my heart ish drowing.

i feel lyk falling down.

real hard on the floor,

and lie on the wooden floor.

maybe this ish the tyme,

when i dunch wish to think. .

abt anything or everything.

i haf spent my life till the fullest,

tats wat i thot ; but i didnt.

the raindrops was trying ways,

juz to get indoor.

should i juz shut the window,

and let myself safe frm harm.

this thus lead to another conclusion.

should i juz protect myself,

frm anyone who ish trying to harm me.

jus lyk the rain which irritate my feeling.

lies , hate , jealousy?

tats wat i receive only.

i am done wif myself.

i dun wanna care.

2005-04-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

long long tyme nv blog *

yesterdae quarrel wif dadi agn.

becos of the stupid letter lorh.

anyway its yesterdae thingie.

i dunch really care much abt it.

cos all i think abt ish moi oiloil.

today skool was kinda boring,

but at least i get to see him bah.

tats the best part fer skooling.

think changing moi layup ler.

i mean fer moi blog , nt bball.

YESTERDAE BBALL ROCKSS.

so aggressive man.

guoan , me and js kor team.

and we nearly win dem . 10/11

then me xf , angel and js,

win dem =p

but too bad jas nv go.

i mish her =(.

okies endin here ler bah.

oiloil i will mish ew hor.

better study hard,

now at voiddeck kae.

muahs.

2005-04-05T00:40:00.000-07:00

i hope i can start anew *

hello?

nt i dunch wann blog.

ish i very lz to blog.

i feeling quite down now.

and i only haf this blog to tok to.

aft this blog, then my true friend,

will then ask me wat happen.

CORRECT?see i so clever.

anyway i getting really sad.

maybe its my mind too imaginative.

or duno watever shiet. .

i seem to lost all my confident.

every drop of it ish gone.

its lyk a ppl without blood.

how can i ever survive.

i am indeed struggling to go on,

i wanna let my mind stay clam,

but juz this action,

will make another tear drop.

i am thinking far too much,

but its doesnt make sense.

cos . . .

i think it isnt the same.

somehow i feel lyk . . i am all alone,

its nt the matter if he ish der,

but its the matter ish tat,

ish he willing to b der.

i am nt a very gd ger,

but to my friends,

I ROCKS. COS I SAY SO =X

frankly, i find it difficult,

cos i feel tat how he treat her then,

and how he treat me now,

ish totally a different story.

i always wonder am i ,

walking to the wrong door.

or juz , the door i wanted,

was nv der at all?

i nid an answer to my query.

i really hate lurf man.

and i really hate myself too.

he haf done nth at all?

but i am thinking so much.

maybe juz end my life here.

within this post below,,

i willl b happy ever after in my.

HEAVEN.

2005-03-31T02:35:00.000-08:00

first sad . last happy *

i noe wat?

i was thinking at skool.

i haf waited fer so long?

he still haben sms me.

indeed i duno wat to do.

duno to sms him or wat?

i see him in skool,

but i cant tok to him.

only look n look?

but i am happy now.

nt because i won my 2nd match of dota

but he sign in msn,

and auto tok to me.

omfg omfg omfg!

i mishh him hell lots lah.

=pp

he told me his bill haven pay ,

so cannot sms me lorhs,

and also cannot reply my sms.

muhahahhahah.

so dam happy okies

s he wan to sms but cannot.

nt because he can but he dun wan.

x) rainbow ah .. appearing aft rain.

ending here ler worrrrrrrrr.

tml can see him ler. =p

2005-03-19T02:28:00.000-08:00

dont say goodbye . .

long tyyme nv blog ler huh?

blog ler oso no one see,

blog for wat sia?

anyway, i lost my wallet yesterday.

its nothing but a bad day okies?

inside got 60+ bucks.

plus last tyme lost de,

add together already 200 bucks.

i am gonna faint ler kae.

hubby so gd sia,

jio me go bballing lehs.

but i am grounded.

cant plae wif him ler lorhs.

sianz lorhs, daddy madding.

duno he siao or wat.

ew think i will let myself fail my N?

NO WAY.

2005-03-11T23:54:00.000-08:00

so hot aft cooking *

L0LS. EW NOE ITS SO DAM HOT.

cos lata ish bbq ler mah.

then juz now help kor cook 1 packet of . .

beehoone =D

he cook 1 packet,

i cook 1 packet.

todae go skool tk report card.

papa nv theory anyanymore.

only lectual lorhs.

haha today saw him arhs.

byebye

2005-03-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

im sorry fer everything *

very sorry fer wat happen,

i will try to lurf ew.

i think muz change bak to the old me,

the one who noes how to study,

then one who ish a obedient ger,

the one who ish better in her result.

i m still in bad mood.

so better dun make me.

2005-03-09T02:18:00.000-08:00

wat a day *

today training fail agn.

`signs.

coach late off skool.

people all lag lag.

court so many ppl.

how to train?

i noe cos dey training below,

juz below my swit home.

mishing clarice =(.

she duno at woodland do wat.

mish her calling me " jiejie ".

x( i wanna go grandma hs,

to see her pls.

2005-03-08T00:13:00.000-08:00

wat a skool day *

morning was hiding tyme.

in case dey actually catch moi hair.

i nearly succeed until mr low saw.

its only a lil red when he saw,

he ask me then i act blur.

i told him ish spray de.

tml haf to borrow black spray ler.

now waiting fer mama to b bak.

nid to ask her to help me ler.

i very very nervous now ew noe?

cold sweat ish the word i think.

she will b bak any minute.

and tat means i will get a gd scolding.

heaven pls save me ! i noe my mistake.

pls help to make moi mum's mood good.

then at least she wont b so angry.

only lurf <33

2005-03-03T04:08:00.000-08:00

HI FK EW !

oh my mama heaven man.

i finally leveled please.

i am going to die soon.

it so fking hard to lv wif claw.

pls , my arrow pls max soon.

still got 3 lv then arrow will max.

at least 2 more lv,

then can wear my ankaroon.

then muz play bball also,

study all the way,

chiong ms.

kill me pls.

no lurf,

no outing,

cos i am juz fully booked.

ppPLEASEes!

2005-02-28T21:39:00.000-08:00

pon ten skool *

early morning 6.30 wake up ler.

then i went bak to slp till 7am.

me and angel promise to ponten.

she 7.15 lidat came moi house,

then she change ler , we leave hm,

then tk bua to skcc de polyclinic,

i told the doctor abt my back pain,

and moi uncomfortable eyes,

he gib me medicine and mc.

angel got mc but the doc,

obviously noe she pon lor,

cos she every week oso go.

`L0LS.

then we go eat macdonald =p.

then we went ranson house.

then kor slpyin inside,

ranson dey all at skool mah.

then we all start slping.

air con !!!!!! my favourite.

then we 3 slp lyk pig till 1 pm.

then i suddenly sit and shouted,

1 PM LER? KOR I NT GOING TP LER.

cos late ler mah, so cannot.

then very sway lorhs,

i come period =(

2005-02-27T23:39:00.000-08:00

studying all the way*

i going to study all the way already.

for him , for future and fer myself.

2005-02-26T19:38:00.000-08:00

beware of friendster guy *

lihai1986@hotmail.com

he ish nth but a pervert okies.

ask me fer sex or watever.

jus beware.

i lazy to sae abt the whole thing.

2005-02-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

new layout by joan *

l0ls todae de match sux.

shldnt haf go sia n waste tyme.

=x no larhs ish becos of the sun.

i dulan wif the sun okies!

i goign to complain to mum ler.

i go frm 10 to 1 +.

and i was lyk HUH WTF!

when i reach home!

my cheek ish so so so red.

and my face ish so so so tanned.

noe become chao ta agn lor.

sun , i will complain ew to moi mum!

humps ew idiot =x

weisen ++

l0ls. wat stm!lmaos

my memory very gd de kae.

ur curry huh , when i buy ingredient,

the cook fer ew okies.

dun so kanchiong!

maybe nxt tyme , ew dun wan,

oso must eat all sia.

2005-02-25T01:53:00.000-08:00

into urself , ur vain , ur mind

due to the craziness of msing,

i neglected moi one and only corner.

i actually ferget how this blog follow me on.

some people blog fer deir daily life,

for example - eat/slp/play/watsoever.

the real meaning of blog actually disappeared.

blog ish an online diaries fer many ppls.

diaries are meant to b kept secret.

but since blog ish online,

it will always b a public blog.

if ew do nort wan anyone to sae or comment abt it,

then whye created a blog at the first place?

blog abt wat the owner do ish boring.

but why the hell do ew wanna create a blog,

when all ur friends noe wat ew did todae?

so if i really haf nth to blog,

i wont blog at all to waste reader's tyme.

weisen , dun kip scolding me hor.

ur curry ur rubbish bag.

i will gib ya soon okies.

bb ish going to change my blog skin!

thx sweetie lil girl. ILU baby.

i am going to watch laogong de concert ler.

take care all and tk fer reading.

goddnesss bless and gd luck.

ILU moi boy.

2005-02-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

fker always rule in spoiling my mood *

he ish juz making feel so mad abt leaving.
he ish juz a thorn in my flesh okies.
he treat it as if he know everything.
but frankly to me , he juz noe nuts.
he wan things his way.
but i wan things my way.
so can i ask him to fk off ?
he juz fking told my bro nt to lend me play com.and its lyk wtf ?

i haf already studied juz now.
he ish nth but a pcb ass hole.
in tat case i juz now shldnt study at lorh lor.
he ish dumb ass who treat tat he ish the biggest.
indeed in the house , he's the boss.but so wat ?
c'mon fk off ew ass.

i might b ignorant cos i am childish.
but so wat ? who care abt the fk anyway.
i lurf to scold him now as i lyk.
he ish 10 percent good and 90 percent fker.
when he ish good, he ish bloodly well liked.
when he ish bad , he ish driving me mad.

everydae nid to nag lyk duno wat fk ?
as if der ish no tml fer him to scold anymore.
he shld jolly well go and b a monk.
since he lurf to lian jing so much and haf tat skill.
i cant see the reason whye he ish here.
ew better dun force me anymore.
i duno wat i will do nxt tyme.

if i cant tahan ew anymore.
i will jolly well leaving this fking home and work myself to feed myself.
i doesnt care so much,
as long i am peace in my mind.
with ew around , my daes ish always pissed.
ew wont noe how much ew sucks.
becos ew are nort me . .
ew might not even noe how much i hate the fk out of ew.
sometyme i wanna tell ew can ew shut the fk up fer 1 mins.
ew are nth but a ass .
a dam fking noisy ass in the world.

ew think ew are very veyr clever.
always speak to me those english tat doesnt make sense.
do ya noe ur english simply sark till core?
NO EW DONT COS I DUN SEE IMPORVEMENT.
stop ur english language pls uncle.
if ew duno how to use then stop using it lah.
hao lian simi lj . kpkp everytyme.
as if i realli own ew last tyme.

ew think i lyk to haf the same blood as ew?
i may seem to haf a great family.
YESH I DO. but tats when ur fking side ish gone.
ew knn fk off lah. si wang ba.
i am now realli very very pissed abt ew.
everytyme brk ur promises.
FINE I WILL FAIL MY N LEVEL AND MAKE EW HIGH.
let ew try the feeling of receiving brken promise.
we shall wait and see. we will . .

i dun wish to see ur fking face these dae.
neither will i tok to ew.
morning oso dun nid drive me to skool ler.
so and have ur fking slp ass.
todae mornign still kp so much.
dun wan drive me to skoll sae lah.
nb find excuses. FINE LAH.

2005-02-15T06:29:00.000-08:00

clearing spider webb *

okies lah.

come clear ler lah.

happy anort huh.

DEY ALL LAH

kip asking me blog.

nth to blog,

blog si mi sai ew tell me?

everydae,

i already treat friendster

lyk moi blog.

i am juz lazy.

hope he will feel better.

ai ta shi xian zai de si shi.

2005-02-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

juz a ---{@ frm him ? *

he really doesnt now who ish he.

xiao si ren ler bahh?

hais.

hai shi ai zhe ta.

2005-02-01T03:37:00.000-08:00

bulletine box *

1) - w h o will be ur Valentine's Date ?

i dunox? the guy i lyk ?

or bb joan bahh.

2 - W h a t do u wish to receive on Valentine's ?

i duno ? the lurf frm him ?

or bb buy fer me de rose =D

3 - A n y specific place you are going to date at ?

if its wif bb , anywhere oso nice wat.

we can tok cock all the wayy. =D

and see couple walk along hand in hand. x)

4 - W h o do u wish to be your Valentine's Date ?

i did mention ryte? bb joan

5 - H o w many years have u been celebrating Valentine's ?

l0l. all of my yrs , i celebrated it wif moi sista .

this yr i think ish still the same bahh. =D

6 - D o u believe that maybe u will meet ur love one on Valentine's ?

i dunox ? got this kinda of thing de meh. l0ls

.best ish stead on valentine dae. so romantic. =D

7 - W h o did u spent ur Valentine last year ?

JOAN TAN , ANGELINA , ESTHER?

XIAOFEN? and alot?

8 - A r e u still 2gether ?

DUH. =D we are sista

9 - A r e u attach now ?

nope. ? real life no . maybe ms ? =/

10 - If u're Single how are u planning ur Valentines Day ?

go out wif bb or sista? then walk walk ,

luff luff , plae plae , spend alot of money.

buy my nxt levis jeans bah.

i sick of the old one ler. =x

wat are sista fer?

to celebrate valentine dae =D

11 - Do you believe in C U P I D?

i do. but she dun lyk me.

dun wan shoot arrow. bo pian. =x

12 - Any msgs for ur lovedones ?

he wont noe who he ish.

so does it matter?

he change moi mood everydae .

i cant possiblity get used to it at the changes.

when i am all alone.

all i think of ish him .

but it doesnt matter anymore ryte.

=D and joan , thx fer being der fer me.

i lurf ew bb ~ =D

[ **** ]

valentine dae ish coming.

or maybe shld i sae still got 2 wk or 1?

i mish him so much now man.

but i think he ish kinda busy.

wif skool work or wartever.

i juz duno and cant noe.

all of my lyfe,

i haf been waiting fer ew boyy.

to touch moi wound wif ur magic lurf.

ew saw through my heart,

even wif ur naked eyes.

ew are wat its beating fer. . .

i assured myself tat its juz a crush.

but somehow something caught hold.

it is beating and craving juz fer ew.

when ew are nt here right infront,

its so so in thoughts abt ew.

boy boy boy boy boyy . .

ew are my only one in heart.

the one who can see through,

moi shattered heart.

heal me pls wif ur magic.

=) go and b a cleric lah. =x

i am a cleric but i cant heal it.

because its hurting juz fer ew.

so , JOAN BAOBEI. HEAL ME PLS.

she will b lurf ?

2005-01-30T23:47:00.000-08:00

iam sosicked ofit *

woohooo.

fking ass hole lah.

maybe i shld onlyy.

yah tats it lorhs.

hais.duno can sae wat.

its only wasting tyme sia.

but how?wat cam i do.

suan ler lahh l0ls.

everything ish the will of

HEAVEN *

2005-01-27T02:18:00.000-08:00

so sad so hurt so pain *

i think it occurs everydae,

ever since 20-1-05.

but whye me?

feel so attracted to him.

but i cant seem to feel.

i only hear the laugther,

and the pain sorrow.

sumtyme he heal my hrt.

sumtyme he brk it agn.

maybe iits nty his fault.

becoz maybe i too sensitive.

i cant possibly tell everything.

but i oso cant possibly hide anything.

2005-01-25T23:27:00.000-08:00

i m so sad *

i m so sad

so hurt

2005-01-25T03:56:00.000-08:00

i mean she sae gdbye *

everytyme blog dat tyme,

sure listenting to she will b lurf,

if nt ish this lurf one lor.

zzzzzz

todae sort of quarrel?

wif jiemei men bahx.

found out something.

reallly very hit abt it lor.

didnt noe she,

hate me tat long lor.

no wonder everytyme,

gib me balck face lorhs.

i see ler very sianz lah.

jiemei rocks?

wat are friends for?

to b jealous?

to b sad?

to be supportive?

or to b hateful.

i duno and doesnt wish,

to b the one to decide.

you will decide..

2005-01-23T23:53:00.000-08:00

i am so hrtbrokenx

things happen todae.

maybe i shldnt go find him.

when i found him wif her.

feel a lil sour thou.

but its alright to me.

he told me tat he feel weird,

seeing me sadding.

and by this sentence,

i am already very happy.

he told her tat thing.

she sae he broke her hrt.

who will noe feeling will actually start,

frm a simple ms wife?

the relationship can b save de.

but i ruined it in my own hand.

he sae wat if he choose me.

how i wish to tell him,

how much saddness i feel,

without being his wife.

but everything was complicated.

hope tyme can turn bak.

she - his ms wife

me - his ms wife

2005-01-21T22:42:00.000-08:00

i became someonne's mistress *

dots dottie dota dot.

i am chengs de mistress.

-.-

lata going balling ler.

heard tat yewen dey all cumin.

YS PRO COMING TO SKCC.

ANYONE WHO SEE MY BLOG,

pls go and qie wif dem.

my heart was so shattered.

because you told me ew lurf me.

my heart cant tk lies.

because ew said its nt lie.

it assured tat ew are lying.

i tried so hard to sae gdbye.

but to nt success at all.

<3>

i am nt in lurf?

AM I?

beauty queen of only 18 she,

haf some trouble wif herself.

he always always der to haf her,

she always belong to someone else.

I LURF EW MR GUY.

2005-01-20T21:22:00.000-08:00

out to town *

maybe its decade of yrs.

since we all are going town.

its a family gathering anyway.

i am sure to shop till i die.

i wanna go chinatown.

to buy our new yr sweet.

but dey sae dey juz went last sat.

dey suggested orchard instead.

am i dreaming or nort.

cos this doesnt seen possible.

prehape thing are turning better.

at least i wont ferget the last tyme,

we actually went town together.

the last tyme was lyk so,

long ago i mean.

i'll b enjoying myself todae.

out of stress of dem.

i am still fine wif my short hair.

and frankly i started to lyk it.

but i juz miss my old hair.

2005-01-17T04:36:00.000-08:00

i am a crokz =x *

pls all the guys here.

ew haf one more yandao [ me ],

to steal ur position of yandaoness.

pls kindly tk off the seat.

unless ew wanna lose a faceless

BATTLE.

2005-01-14T16:38:00.000-08:00

she will b lurf *

i dun mind spending everydae,

alone at ur corner in the ouring rain.

look fer the ger wif a broken smile,

ask her if she wan to stay awhile.

she will b lurf.

nice song ever since its come out.

and this lurf and she will b lurf,

de mtv all lyk porno sia.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i having allergy agn leh.

howhowhow,

and its dam fking itchy.

OH MONKEY GOD.

SAVE ME PLS.

2005-01-07T15:34:00.000-08:00

banditofsgg

you ish wo de darlingg.

always moi darling,

forever moi darling,

yi bei zi dou shi darling.

=))

i going koon soon lerr.

lata going escape agn wor.

scream out loud worr.

but i come period.

tat means cannot plae wet n wold.

everyone tk care horr.

i realli bth to write ler lahh.

eyes closing.

he ran past.

our eyes met.

2005-01-05T13:03:00.000-08:00

cook ur ass pls *

aft blogging i will b in bed/

fer abt 1 hr then skool.

woke up early JUST to ms.

but tat fking server ish so lag.

its juz sarks okies.

i still haf tml lorhs.

tml sec 1 camp ler arhs.

thys yr sec 1 ish dam idiotic childish/

and WE saw somthing,

the BAG SHE brought,

which piss us off our head.

mother fker copycat/

go kiss ur ass and cook it.

everything copy ler lorh.

watever it ish!

TML I AM HAVING PE.

I WAN BASKETBALL PLS.

and i better go jianfei till i am 1 kg.

2005-01-01T16:22:00.000-08:00

raining cats ans dog *

yesterdae went to watch kung fu!

chio dao peng sia tat show.

fking funny + lame + baichi.

me and fen luff till bth ah.

muz watch horr.remember muz.

lata going balling lerr.

but now raining siaa.

now lz to lv sia.

10 more % to 47.

-.-

shall end here ler lorr.

tml skooling. and it rox.

=D see yya derrr.

2004-12-29T19:49:00.000-08:00

wooot yeee woott *

yesterdae haf enjoyed myself.

we plaeyed till 12 midnight.

everyone ish so siao and happi.

and tat ranson - lmaos lorh.

he dam funny lors.

then js kor thot der got *"

then kip gibing tat kind of look.

hai wo ye hen scare lorhs.

!@#$!&!*$!#$!#!&*

` harhars

juz now playing maple fer abt awhile.

i wondeer who herlp me plae sia.

i think ish joann baobei bah.

=DDD

going kovan wif mummy ler.

to see doctor / eat / buy thing.

she scold me ler worr.

2004-12-28T23:57:00.000-08:00

i am in a high mood *

i wont suffer anymore!

i wont be panda anymore!

i wont quarrel wif my bro fer tat!

woohoo how does it feel,

to own a computer urself?

cos i feel happy.

daddy ish so fking gd to me.

he brought me a computer.

we upgraded our singnet to 1500.

and kor ish getting his ipod midi.

i wont nid to share com anymore.

` muhahahhahaha

now me adn wy hunting mom.

l0ls kill around 5 mushmom ler bah.

gtg ler ahh buaii.

those who shldnt come and see.

i mean see my blog.

hope ew kip ur promise.

2004-12-26T20:58:00.000-08:00

whye do dey believe me =x *

joan tan xiu fen.

abt the rape thing,

dun sad ler larhs.

cos its doesnt to my friend.

but in sg it happened,

almost everywhere lorh.

so nxt tyme ew go out,

muz be real dam careful.

i lurf ew lots hor bb.

and tat jasona dun snath hor.

2004-12-25T13:51:00.000-08:00

unthinking dead mind crossing*

the room ish cold now.

its nort raining or warever.

the fan ish directly facing me.

and its only at power one.

but somehow i feel so lost.

i took a blanket frm my room.

saw my ah ma peaceful expression.

i feel my heart melt upon.

then i made my way bak.

to the cold room where the com lie.

my bro ish slping.

maybe he haf given up abt it.

he broke his promise to himself.

i guess it will happen anyway.

hand feel quite numb now.

maybe too cold or wat ler.

juz feel very very lonely.

wo hao xu yao joan.

but she..

nvm bahs . i am so stupid.

gongong brain lehs.

hais.

2004-12-24T09:11:00.000-08:00

be ur angel *

i lurf ew too much

trust me baby

i wont leave ew now

and forever

2004-12-20T14:26:00.000-08:00

wtf . wth . wtf . wth *

si jethro ong chao ke.

i will nv forget wrat ew did.

when i slping at room.

ew actually come my room.

and use marker to draw my face.

draw mostarch , draw turtle.

ew idiot asshole !

really beri long nv update ler.

cos chiong maple all the way.

then yesterdae went plae bball.

finally get to touch wor.

my first shoot ish airball!

nv play bball rate ish 100%.

2004-12-09T16:58:00.000-08:00

whee , woot , woah *

oh my f god.

i will be having fun todae.

or prehape the whole of 3 dae.

wart the hell shld i sae.

i am juz too happy.

i going to bb chalet stay.

js kor dey all cuming.

bbq at tml lorhs.

todae go sure slp first de.

i frm last nyte till now haben slp.

panda eyes around me.

endin here.

iwill enjoy till wanan die.

2004-12-06T06:04:00.000-08:00

i am so tire kae *

finally finish doin this skin lorh.

this ish moi own collection.

now maple down lorhs.

so mani ppl msg me at msn,

ask me can plae anort.

`sign.

now maple level 33 only.

fast quickly level up until 40.

so can wear the lv 40 hat.

endin here

2004-12-01T16:59:00.000-08:00

woo hoooo *

dey sae monkey swing frm tree to tree.

dey say monkey eat lotsa of banana.

but do dey noe monkey ish very nutti.

dey eat ler banana,

will throw the skin at us one lorh.

`tmdx.

l0ls toking abt maple lorh.

wooo clericc here i cum.

everydae chiong-ing lor.

cos wan faster b cleric.

level 30 nt far away lor.

yumin , jia you!

i nid to slppppppp.

2004-11-29T13:51:00.000-08:00

i am juz mads*

okies guys i am forking it out.

i frankly haf no tytme to blog.

but i oso duno whye i cum blog.

every minute of days,

i am waiting / watching my bro.

playing maple story lorhs.

i spent the third of my morning,

chiong-ing maple lorhs.

i guess i am really hooked on it.

angel and bb will b at camp soon.

gonna mish dem lyk hell.

no one pei me chiong maple ler.

guess i muz work even harder.

its quite a nice game.

even my brother ish addicted to it.

and the cartoon character ish cute.

still gort horny mushroom lorh.

a very interesting game bah.

i encourage ppl to plae.

at the beginning of the game,

it will b kinda bored.

muz good thing muz wait.

aft ew level up and haf a job,

ew will use the power to kill monster.

i am endin here already.

i wanna continue of killing horny monster.

nyte + morning guys.

2004-11-27T13:08:00.000-08:00

i am a nyte cat *

now playing maple wif dem.

laopo angel + her kor.

dunox joan bb go where ler.

i think she fell asleep ler bah.

` l0ls.

i now recharging my mana.

then dey help me level up.

dey very good ryte.

i planned to slp tml morning lorh.

chiong maple till morning.

cos kor everytime let me use awhile.

so nvm lorhs; no pain no gain.

2004-11-25T22:33:00.000-08:00

maple story *

i very hungry lorhs.

haben eat my lunch wor.

waiting fer my mum to cum home.

now eating bread lorhs.

watching my favourite show.

todae kor wont be home.

yeahs.

2004-11-20T22:45:00.000-08:00

i am on to challenge

i cant believe it lorhs.

i am having chicken pox.

and its lyk wth?

i nv expect to get it anyway.

` sign

juz now play maple wif bb and angel.

then i kip whacking dem.

then bb go hong ger at der.

endin here ler.

muz slp early.

2004-11-20T07:03:00.000-08:00

babahomm *

i am sicked,

i am sicked.

abt sista thing,

its okies.

cos different mind think different ways.

i oso dun bother animore.

good luck and all da best.

2004-11-19T20:53:00.000-08:00

oh baby , I WILL*

i still cant find the song title of it.

i am getting weak in tat.

fer so so long ago till now,

i only wanna find its title.

but i cant.

nvm lorhs cos got other song.

i will tat song oso nort bad.

everything ish changing.

oh baby i gonna blog fer mani ppl.

this ish for joann:

hii baobeii or joan.

are ew really hooked on net?

we dun go out often ler.

wart really happen?

cos i suddenly feel so lost to ew.

we dunch even mit once.

or maybe one month one tyme?

this ish fer angel:

hie xiao xi laoppo.

ew feel lyk ew are a total stranger?

but its nort us who make ew feel tat.

its you , yourself.

every tyme we mit,

ew are always late de lorh.

i cant imagine nxt tyme,

when ew go out to work.

angel ,ew haf to change this.

nobody lyk a ppl who is late.

and ur late rate ish 99%.

every fifteen mins add up alot.

we cant always wait ew till forever.

ew always sae we mit very early.

but whye cant ew sae ew wake up late.

tat dae when we print jersey,

i think ew sure play maple till late.

but can ew blame us,

when we told ew the tyme,

and ew nv slp but plae.

and overslept the nxt dae.

tat dae when we called ew,

we nv really gib up hope on ew.

cos we core ur mum to wake ew up.

but it juz wont work lorhs.

so i guess we shall nort wait animore.

do ew really noe that,

the patient we haf fer ew,

will somedae run out de lorh.

tat tyme when we go yishun.

at first ew all mit at 2 ryte.

but ew 2.30 reached.

ew told js abt it ler.

but do ya noe wart tyme ew call him?

its 1.30 baby.

its really very last minute ler lorh.

boonwei live at hougang.

he sure haf to go out early.

then ew lidat sae,

all of us sure wait fer ew de.

can ew really change anort.

cos i dun think we can wait animore.

everyone ish juz tire.

can ew juz think of ur future.

will anyone lyk a ppl who ish alway late?

2004-11-19T07:07:00.000-08:00

long tyme nv blogg *

haha,

i am bak to blogg ler worr.

budden nort so frequent lorh.

2 daes ago go rebond agn.

then cut hair lorh.

then yesterdae go print jersey.

finally gort moi n o 9 lerr.

lurf gaoxing laogong alots.

todae can wash hair lerr.

endin here lerr.

zhen de hen ai ni

gaoxingg laogong.

no o9 rawks.

2004-11-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

its raining mann *

juz now eat ler go play ball.

play lyk a maddie ger lorhs.

kip shouting here and der.

tat andy aunty larhs.

kip xia-ing me lorhs.

then tat alvin,

duno whye todae so zhun.

hai teach me dance cha cha lei.

then started to drizzle lorh.

the rain drown my sorrow.

todae too mad ler larhs.

tml nort goin 201 lerr.

cos going chongpang cc plae.

endin here lerr worr.

2004-11-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

heartbreakss *

i thot der ish only one boi.

the boi tat mend moi heart.

i thot its was gaoxing all along.

but maybe its nort animore.

i am very very confuse.

his blog really did strike me.

i duno i duno i duno.

i juz feel very weird.

cos do i lurf him anort?

can ew kill me wif a knife.

cos i cant take it animore.

confusion was all around.

do i lurf him anort.

heartbreak-

haha i deserve it baby.

kill me pls.

2004-11-13T23:15:00.000-08:00

i conquere myself *

i won , i really won ler,

nobody noe wart i won,

but dip inside me,

i noe it lorhs.

very happy now lorhs.

becos i won it ler lahh.

then lata can play bball.

going 2o1 to play wif kor dey all.

muz improve in moi lay up ler.

yumin jia you okies?

` grinx.

2004-11-12T19:27:00.000-08:00

i am happy*

yesterdae play ball till tire.

ish very very tire lorhs.

damm it lorhs.

lata going yishun der to plae.

coz boonwei dey all wan go.

these few dae very happy lorhs.

moi mum brought me levis!

so happy ler larhs.

she brought 593 lorhs.

bth lerr larhs,

kor change com de thing lorh.

then all moi thing been erased.

` signn.

2004-11-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

are you putting on ur new smile *

i stepped inside the room,

saw all strange face looking,

or prehape stareing the hell,

out of the only me.

the only face i remember,

ish the only ew.

the face so gentle,

the face so real and cool.

its still the only you.

ew walk up to me wif a smilex,

and ended all moi terror.

ew grab me by my arm,

to a cafe near by.

we chatted and smilex,

i felt warm deep inside.

i noe i haf fallen hard fer ew.

we spent hours together,

tats wart i core moi happy moment.

but everything changed,

ew seem walking far away frm me.

when i am toking to ew,

she smiled and walk toward us.

she show ew her hand and smile.

ew grab her by hand and walk away,

all ew sae ish juz i'm sorry.

does tat mean tat ew are her's?

thousand of thoughts pass through.

when can i ever go bak to the past,

when we use to sit and talk.

when did we really,

fall out of the line.

whye are ew saying sorry.

i dont nid ur sorry boi.

wart hurt me lots ish ur sorry.

ew juz walked away wif her,

and leave me wif a word sorry.

i am always waiting.

fer the moment when the past returned.

the skies ish always blue,

but the sun doesnt seem to be,

shinning so brightly when ew are around.

or maybe its juz a illusion.

i cant deny the fact tat,

the hate see-ing ew wif her.

i hide in the corner to see ew and her,

smiling and laughing all the way.

fate make it this way.

and der ish nth much i can do.

i thot i was dreaming;

becos i saw ew beside me agn.

ew are smiling.

but this tyme, its different.

ew are putting on the new smile.

the smile tat i haf nv see before.

the smile tat ish filled wif lurf.

the smile tat i always wanted.

i lurf ew.

- copyrighted `veraxious

2004-11-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

hearts of one*

now waiting fer fen de core.

then we go town find kor ler.

todae [s.h.e] cuming warts.

juz at the hotel near fareast.

i nothing to do at home wartx.

so i pei dem go lorhx.

yesterdae quite a sad dae,

quite a moodswing dae.

luckily got guohao kor pei me sms.

yesterdae go queensway lorh.

brought a fbt bball short,

one tshirt at ten bucks;

and one yellow addidas.

spent abt 100 bucks bahh.

saving the 200 first lorh.

dunox wan buy levis or hp larh.

see first lorhx.

either 599 or 593 lorhs.

sadding at moment.

finished blogging at here.

2004-11-08T18:02:00.000-08:00

jumpin around *

yesterdae ish last dae of work.

and oso moi last dae of torturing.

happy till die ler can.

earned alot of money wor.

more then i expected lei.

it rawks kae.

`wahkakaka

todae early morning cum blog,

lata maybe going town lorh.

go buy thinggie*

`grins

endin here ler larhx.

mishhing himm alots lorh.

buaiii~

2004-11-06T06:43:00.000-08:00

3rd of torturing *

todae ish the third dae ler.

i haf two more pathetic dae to go,

before i can enjoy fredom.

before i can buy moi levis jeans;

before i can buy moi addidas shoe;

before i can go town and shop.

todae really very tiring lorh.

but wake up at 7.30am todae.

quite late ler lorhs.

cos fer the 2 dae ,

i wake up at 6.

todae moi family,

cum buy buns fer me.

i endin here lerr woorr.

kor cum bak lerr ahh.

todae he ask his frenx to cum,

and eat steamboat to celebrate lorh.

ew noe wart dey celebrating?

celebrating they going to ns soon.

lame ryte. zzz.

i gtg lerr buaiix.

tml still haf to work lorh.

2 more dae to tahan.

i mish ew baby boiix.

2004-11-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

bak frm work *

i am really very dead tire.

todae stand fer 12 hr lorhx.

but its quite shocking lorh.

cos i noe i can do it without practise.

its abt the standing thing.

moi leg really very sour.

everyone der ish friendly.

the boss ish the ex-ufm 1003 de DJ.

tats whye the channel u ppl cum shoot.

then when dey shooting the chief,

i am juz beside him lorh.

now kena shootED.

todae ish a boring dae.

i endin here lerr.

slping soon cos tml muz wake up early.

nytex. i lurf gaoxing.

btw , i found sumthing shit agn.

saw someone's blog nearly same as mine.

nort to mention tat i am angry.

too qiao ler bahh.

`angryx

2004-11-01T20:18:00.000-08:00

panda eyes *

hiyee guys + gers.

i am bak to blog ler lorh.

that tyme , kip nv blog.

cos no mood to blog man.

now at home so sianz.

lata duno wanna go where leh.

dey sae maybe bugis worr.

juz change moi midi to dui shou,

by toro and yan xing shu lorh.

still got 2 pathetic dae,

before the torturing cum lorh.

i haf to go working ler lorh.

kinda happy + scare lei.

endin here ler lah.

buaii

2004-11-01T01:16:00.000-08:00

its the past *

i deleted the post,

all of the 216 post frm the past.

i guess this will be the new start

,for the new cheeful me bah.

this skin i change till wan die.

finally make finish ler.

frm morning till now ler.

quite happy abt it lorh.

cos this skin got moi boyfren in it.

gaoxing lorhs , =p.todae ish a rainy dae.

i cant go out to play ball.

tat means i cant see him too.

suan ler bahh,

i muz slp well fer these daes.

thursdae then start working ler.

my wish to buy levis jeans,

ish getting closer dae by dae.

hao ler larhx,

endin here lia0 woor.

tk care all of ew.

enjoy ya holidaess.

.*.lämè.bìäntäi.chëërfúl.stúpìd.sìä0núhài.*.

Conflict Among Family *

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